I feel very frustrated.
I have a lot of ideas, I have potential, I can juggle ideas well.
But I don't have that opportunity yet. I still have to do low level coding tasks which try my patience and eat up my time.
I honestly feel that I would be 100x better as a prof--for myself.
I also feel that I would be 100x better than the average prof out there.
I hope I get this chance soon.
Down.
Depressed.
I don't want to straddle my thought process to the trenches for 10 hours a day.